my soul is crying.
i am not me, anymore.i thought i was good. better. i am not anymore.
pilit kong iniiwasan na wag matulad sa kanila, and was partly proud i am not.
but no. eventually, i am becoming like them.
i don't want to be a monster.
na-trigger pa nang may mapanood akong wedding video. you could see the happiness of the bride and the love of the groom. it has a blissful aura.-- natuluyang tumulo luha ko. it was so happy that it made me realize how sad and alone i am.
